how many angels?

I love the open door
of this day
wide
full of expectation
and no limit yes.
I love this moment of simple stillness
drawing me into the mother’s deep bosom
her constant and total nurturing
 
I give that to myself now
 
yes
big sigh into yes.
 
for this is all I got
 
like a million zillion angels
dancing on the head of a pin
so happy
I get it now.

winter solstice

Winter Solstice has arrived
on timid tender feet
Today
Wednesday, December 21, 2016 at 2:44 am PST.
 
Find your still deep silent spot of being
Let it anchor you for the new year

Today is the day
In fact the next three days
the sun stands still
in the shifting and changing
 
Be with that stillness.
 
Come into the quiet place
Rest in the darkness
Surrender to the knowing
you are
at your very core
 
love.
 

lightening

feel the words come
screenshot-2016-11-23-07-56-58
not just the ordinary
blah blah
but the flash of yes
that lights up your spine
and goes forth raw and real
 
the words that don’t give a crop
what others might think
that care deeply for tender and broken parts
that heals and holds the knowing
 
life has brought
the perfect storm of you
 
lightening
 
let your words pour forth

super moon

let the powers that be
be the power you are.

moon on dark water

moon on dark water

let the peace in.

start now.

let go of the fear,
well at least that one, and this one
and then this next one…

hold yourself accountable
for peace
your own personal peace
and let the new world begin.

super moon your own centripetal force
and allow the power inside
to come forth into being.

precious

right now
so preciousScreenshot 2016-06-01 07.15.19
can you feel the quality
of precious?
the sunrise
the changing leaves…
the argument your had last night?
what gifts come?
what opening is possible?
 
let the day inform that possibility
the possibility of preciousness
reclaim the day
that you might have walked so unaware
 
find a resting place,
that underlying deep dark nothingness
that informs all the brightness of this day.
 
that place of
precious.


mud puddle now

its there
all around
the buzz of the creative.
will you stop a momentIMG_5062
and let it in?
 
breathing helps
but dont even try to do that
 
just rest into being
being here
watching feeling
touching the ground being
it’s the door in.
 
no trying
no assignment
no shoulds
no ‘ really ought to’
none of that
 
sit in the messy mud puddle
of this brilliance
called now.

the river run

gratitude for the river run
the play of breath
the rise of sun, Screenshot 2016-09-05 12.00.43
the colors changing, waters flow
the seasons the changing fast and slow
all changing
again again
 
gratitude for the choices
the will the willies the wishes
gratitude
for the folly flopping frolic of it all
to make my way lightly
on these measured moments
in simple care
 
gratitude for this yes and no
to right and left
the tests and trembles
gratitude you winding river life
yes yes yes
this simple solitary ripple rising
full forced we together
gratitude.